Beautiful Surrender: Letting Go

Placing my hands up in surrender I whispered to the lord ” I surrender my reputation”  As tears drop I knew this had a deeper meaning then what I could understand at the moment.  A few months ago I remember a similar conversation with God  but I was surrendering every relationship I put above God.

Tips on Meeting Birthparents

Meeting my birth mother at the age of 24 came with so many lessons here’s the advice I would give at 28 years old. Get a cup of Tea and  sit down let me share some treasures with you:

I’m Just Unfinished.

Originally posted on Massiel Vargas:
Jeremiah 17:9 NLT I remember being very emotional at everything that would come my way. I wasn’t sure how to deal with circumstances I was in, it almost felt like anything that would come my way was just crumbling my world. Tears would run down my face, crying became my hideaway…

Purity after Sexual Abuse

I heard the Lord whisper to me “There is Purity after Sexual abuse”. The words sparked me because I never thought I would be able to see myself as pure with such a dirty and dark past.

Sweet Encounter with FREEDOM

At the age of 14, I could  pretty much name every self-help book out there.  Its fair to say  since I was younger I’ve been trying to fix myself.  The mirror has always reflected brokenness to me. If you would have ask me if I could have anything in the world what would it be…

The Confessions Of A Needy Friend

I think this post has to be one of my rawest posts thus far. I have cried, prayed, got mad and became extremely transparent and vulnerable about my battle with rejection. This post is about the confession of a needy friend.  I didn’t know I was that person until God begin to take me through…

The Messy Process (unedited wounds and all)

At the end of the day when everything fades away your left to see the problem wasn’t anyone or anything but everything inside. The battles you fought and thought you won weren’t won they were just covered with distractions and tasks. All that busyness didn’t even count to the lord it was all for the flesh…

The Journey of NO!

My two-year-old niece began learning the word “NO” and using it firmly. They say practice makes perfect well, my niece has a full understanding of the word and the different styles of using it. As I watch her march around the house using her new favorite word I began the journey of finding  ” NO”…

Yea, So I met this Guy

I didn’t plan on staying late for work, but it happened. This left me running to the bus out of breath like a crazy girl, I found a seat looked up and there he was.

Heart In the Rain

I spent time with God this morning and he showed me a beautiful vision with my heart.

Dirty Bath Water ( My Battle and Victory over Depression)​

I’m writing from a place of vulnerability, a place where  I don’t like to bring people often. Kind of like the room you shove everything in when you find out unexpected guest are coming over less than five minutes.  Some of you know very well what I’m talking about. The problem with this concept we…

A Mother’s Prayer for the Motherless

So many times I’ve heard the statement ” I’m a product of my mother’s prayers” as people have shared their testimonies . I’ve always wondered as a young person in foster care,